Well, I end this year with a terribly broken heart.
I am Going to begin this blog with a little summary of my blessed year.
January, Well Jan was boring. It was just over so i was sort of trying to heal. Trust me Aromatherapy doesn't work. If u have a bad break up, Icecream and fattening food is the only stuff that will help u up and help u gain a few extra pounds sigh.
February, Same as January.
March, I left to national service.For more info check out my other blog. But somehow National Service helped me in a lot of healing ways. My heart was getting better.
Lets Skip to June.
I CAME HOME!
Started working in a small company called Getronics, Life was good. I was earning enough to party every weekend,so it kept me busy.
I resigned in October.Due to personal reasons.
November; It all started over again. She came back crawling slowly into my life. it was good at first all jolly and happy and emotionally she was there again.
December. Oh December.
Well i was going to turn 18 and i just couldn't wait , i was having quite a bit of fun going here and there, visiting friends who had come down from their respectful countries, unno just partying mainly. She started turning for the worst. As usual turning into the big bad wolf again. I started to feel the hurt.
I turned 18 and minutes before i did i was crying my lungs out on my bed. came out washed my face and put on a fake smile to greet the people who we're in my house at 12am. Yes She came.
the questions, Jon tell me why Ur not smiling when this was what u wanted all along?
Because when Ur heart is not at ease u cant be either was what i answered.
Had a birthday party by the pool and clubbed after.
Went to pangkor the next day, it made it worse.
Had the worse Christmas ever.
Not an ounce of happiness in me. all i did was get drunk to drown the pain.
Ironically i feel stupid. technically its not my fault because in this case my heart is making all the decisions.
cant wait for the new year, My resolution is to forget and move on. I hope i can. at the end of the day i quote. You make it Real for ME.
Happy 2009 Everyone. I hope u all find what your looking for.
Love Jon x
Monday 29 December 2008
Thursday 9 October 2008
From Rags to riches
Its been very much a splendid day i mean the day couldn't have gone better, the world is so nice! hahaha not ! why is it that we can never be better than the rest when it comes to being great?
Some are born great, some have greatness trusted unto them! that's actually bollocks , have u ever asked the guy who sits next to you in your class , bout what he thinks he would become in the future, well i have, and the answer i normally get is, i want to become the president or a diplomat or achieve something that makes me extremely rich. to the point where i never have to worry bout NOT having money, but fundamentally, is money that important?
Well i think that you would live a dreadful life if u had too much money in your hands. Firstly you would be very paranoid, and secondly people who have loads of money are just very miserable!
Some are born great, some have greatness trusted unto them! that's actually bollocks , have u ever asked the guy who sits next to you in your class , bout what he thinks he would become in the future, well i have, and the answer i normally get is, i want to become the president or a diplomat or achieve something that makes me extremely rich. to the point where i never have to worry bout NOT having money, but fundamentally, is money that important?
Well i think that you would live a dreadful life if u had too much money in your hands. Firstly you would be very paranoid, and secondly people who have loads of money are just very miserable!
Wednesday 8 October 2008
abolish.
Don't we all as Malaysians somehow feel as though our rights as humans have been taken away?
There are so many things in this country that are controlled in so many ways!
We are like robots to the goverment.
Basically if we could be kept in cages, they would do it.
Gosh, there are so many things you can't do in this country, compared to other countries our country stresses on so many unnessasary rules.
It clearly states in the constitution that we are allowed to voice out our opinions in the form of a protest or rally as long as we keep the peace between other cultures and religions.
IT clearly states that freedom of speech should be given to all.
But these days this practice has been locked away by the goverment.
Gosh, you say something about the ruling of the country and you get thrown away in ISA for it.
If you ask me, there are many ways to handle a situation, without using the barbaric force of the ISA.
Its like these days, you say something;be it the truth or not" and you get thrown away for two years. Do you think that people who rule this bautiful country kinda miss-use this power?
Concerts. I know we are a country that has a major population of muslims but does that mean that we are not allowed to watch concerts that other people around the world get to watch?
A country like indonesia who has a larger head count of muslims and yet they bring down concerts of every freaking GENRE!
as we say over here mana achi!
Anyway i think the country could do better in many aspects, we're have such rich culture and beautiful places, yet we're all just feeling so afraid and trapt by our own goverment.
There are so many things in this country that are controlled in so many ways!
We are like robots to the goverment.
Basically if we could be kept in cages, they would do it.
Gosh, there are so many things you can't do in this country, compared to other countries our country stresses on so many unnessasary rules.
It clearly states in the constitution that we are allowed to voice out our opinions in the form of a protest or rally as long as we keep the peace between other cultures and religions.
IT clearly states that freedom of speech should be given to all.
But these days this practice has been locked away by the goverment.
Gosh, you say something about the ruling of the country and you get thrown away in ISA for it.
If you ask me, there are many ways to handle a situation, without using the barbaric force of the ISA.
Its like these days, you say something;be it the truth or not" and you get thrown away for two years. Do you think that people who rule this bautiful country kinda miss-use this power?
Concerts. I know we are a country that has a major population of muslims but does that mean that we are not allowed to watch concerts that other people around the world get to watch?
A country like indonesia who has a larger head count of muslims and yet they bring down concerts of every freaking GENRE!
as we say over here mana achi!
Anyway i think the country could do better in many aspects, we're have such rich culture and beautiful places, yet we're all just feeling so afraid and trapt by our own goverment.
ABOLISH the right to take away OUR RIGHTS!
Peace be on us and our Country
Sex, Is it the enlightment to a swell relationship?
Most people wait a few weeks before they get into each others pants, But what if u do it on the first date?
what if u discover u have a bad play mate on the first date!?
I mean would tick you off? or would you try and live with it?
Ok, the fact is my friend has a lot of sex, i mean so do i, but she always tends to beat me.
Anyway we love sharing sex tips with each other. and sometimes we just agree on the same thing here or something there.
Now, I think that bad is sex is BAD. I mean i wouldn't to be having bad sex all the time. Bad sex sometimes is ok but imagine living with bad sex for 2 or 3 years?
Men discover sex at a very tender age normally and women tend to venture into the world of sex much later in life, so normally it would be the male figure who initiates the first move. Some girls have problems adapting to this new activity! and when they've fully ventured they tend to find fault in the guys, like "Your not fast enuf" or "you should try Viagra" or "we should try different positions"/ End of the day the girl takes the lead and the man is Ashamed of himself and becomes inferior. He will always have this thought in his head that he's never that good. And then what happens?
Well from the women's perspective its not always like that, I find that most women love to be driven to the place they want to be, some like it rough, some like it slow, some like it fast, some like it Big!?
So neither parties are ever happy if they don't have what the want?
Are men all living in fantasies ?
Are women living in dreamy orgasms?
I think its sorta ridiculous to judge a relationship based on the SEX!
But the world is sorta turning into a red light district anyway so, i guess we're all just a bunch of idiosyncratic whores.
peace be with you!
what if u discover u have a bad play mate on the first date!?
I mean would tick you off? or would you try and live with it?
Ok, the fact is my friend has a lot of sex, i mean so do i, but she always tends to beat me.
Anyway we love sharing sex tips with each other. and sometimes we just agree on the same thing here or something there.
Now, I think that bad is sex is BAD. I mean i wouldn't to be having bad sex all the time. Bad sex sometimes is ok but imagine living with bad sex for 2 or 3 years?
Men discover sex at a very tender age normally and women tend to venture into the world of sex much later in life, so normally it would be the male figure who initiates the first move. Some girls have problems adapting to this new activity! and when they've fully ventured they tend to find fault in the guys, like "Your not fast enuf" or "you should try Viagra" or "we should try different positions"/ End of the day the girl takes the lead and the man is Ashamed of himself and becomes inferior. He will always have this thought in his head that he's never that good. And then what happens?
Well from the women's perspective its not always like that, I find that most women love to be driven to the place they want to be, some like it rough, some like it slow, some like it fast, some like it Big!?
So neither parties are ever happy if they don't have what the want?
Are men all living in fantasies ?
Are women living in dreamy orgasms?
I think its sorta ridiculous to judge a relationship based on the SEX!
But the world is sorta turning into a red light district anyway so, i guess we're all just a bunch of idiosyncratic whores.
peace be with you!
The Art of Losing
Bonjour,
It happens to everyone!
It happens everyday!
It makes you feel like something was thrown at you with ultra lightning speed!
Now! what I'm talking about is LOSING.
It doesn't really matter what it is you lose, but just the mere fact that you know you've lost something makes you feel horrible!
OK the main point of this post is to explain my experiences to everyone on the things I've lost over the years of my existence.
The thing is I'm not going to blog about material things, I'm going to write about the "thing" that we all hate losing!
This precious thing that we all lose at some point of our lives is FRIENDS.
Gah the thought of losing friends to me has become the last thing on my mind!
I bet you want to know why right?
I'll start from a long long long time ago.
The fact is, I mix with a very mixed group and most of them consist of foreigners. I guess its because i click better with foreigners rather than locals. This could be because of my knowledge of the English language, I used to have problems communicating because my Malay was never that good, Well of recently my vocab in the Malay language has become very good and now i can have a good conversation without errors, Well most of the time at least!
Hey, I'm getting out of context! Anyway, yeah so most of my friends were from international schools or used to come down from overseas to visit me. And the thing is is they all left!
I mean they would be here for a month or so and then just leave and there i would be sobbing and getting all depressed, and you know what? I used to be so Emotional for like 2 weeks! and then finally i would move on! But the fact is i was getting tired of myself getting all emotional!
I would tell my self that i was a very sociable person and i had one too many friends , so for me to be crying over one friend was just ridiculous!
OK this may sound weird but, I think it applies to many of us, OK you when u and Ur friend love this particular song or band and then the friend leaves away and you know Ur not going to see the person for a long period of time, well for me i can never play THAT song or listen toTHAT band, because all it does is reminds me of the times we had! Its really weird but hey that's me!
So i will never listen to that particular song. haha
Anyway i think all of us go through a bad break up, or deaths, or losing precious things in our life. But we all need to learn how to get over it. I'm one to talk because I've gone thru so much in my life and yet I've tried to rise above everything, So i think, if i can do it;You can do it.
Common fact, Become less attached to the one you love for you might lose them at any time. But in that same time, Give them all the love you can give.
Speadthelove. jon . Aurevoir.xx
It happens to everyone!
It happens everyday!
It makes you feel like something was thrown at you with ultra lightning speed!
Now! what I'm talking about is LOSING.
It doesn't really matter what it is you lose, but just the mere fact that you know you've lost something makes you feel horrible!
OK the main point of this post is to explain my experiences to everyone on the things I've lost over the years of my existence.
The thing is I'm not going to blog about material things, I'm going to write about the "thing" that we all hate losing!
This precious thing that we all lose at some point of our lives is FRIENDS.
Gah the thought of losing friends to me has become the last thing on my mind!
I bet you want to know why right?
I'll start from a long long long time ago.
The fact is, I mix with a very mixed group and most of them consist of foreigners. I guess its because i click better with foreigners rather than locals. This could be because of my knowledge of the English language, I used to have problems communicating because my Malay was never that good, Well of recently my vocab in the Malay language has become very good and now i can have a good conversation without errors, Well most of the time at least!
Hey, I'm getting out of context! Anyway, yeah so most of my friends were from international schools or used to come down from overseas to visit me. And the thing is is they all left!
I mean they would be here for a month or so and then just leave and there i would be sobbing and getting all depressed, and you know what? I used to be so Emotional for like 2 weeks! and then finally i would move on! But the fact is i was getting tired of myself getting all emotional!
I would tell my self that i was a very sociable person and i had one too many friends , so for me to be crying over one friend was just ridiculous!
OK this may sound weird but, I think it applies to many of us, OK you when u and Ur friend love this particular song or band and then the friend leaves away and you know Ur not going to see the person for a long period of time, well for me i can never play THAT song or listen toTHAT band, because all it does is reminds me of the times we had! Its really weird but hey that's me!
So i will never listen to that particular song. haha
Anyway i think all of us go through a bad break up, or deaths, or losing precious things in our life. But we all need to learn how to get over it. I'm one to talk because I've gone thru so much in my life and yet I've tried to rise above everything, So i think, if i can do it;You can do it.
Common fact, Become less attached to the one you love for you might lose them at any time. But in that same time, Give them all the love you can give.
Speadthelove. jon . Aurevoir.xx
Tuesday 7 October 2008
La mode Chiq!
Fashion, Its a must in everyones life, Whether your Male or Female, Gay or Straight! It doesn't matter!
Fashion plays a major part in everyone's life.
Everyone wants to be Hip! or Chique!
Versace, Louis Vuitton, Marc Jacobs, Fendi, Burberry, Dolce & Gabbana, Juicy Couture, Christian Dior, Miu Miu, Cavalli,Prada and all these designer brands!
Are out there, they're so out there and they burn holes in millions of pockets world wide!
I mean i love designer brands! Expensive clothes tend to make you feel good in a way! Its some how like buying an expensive car, I mean you know the car has like 10 airbags and its really safe so you feel really safe being in it! Its just the case when it comes to expensive clothes!
Its a must that everyone have at least some thing that cost more than RM 300 in their closet.
The thing is, is the planet becoming too accustomed to splurging on these designer goods?
Are the normal folk idolising hot celebs just a little too much?
fun fact= Whatever clothes that celebs wear on the red carpet; Its all given to them or rented to them! Nothings really bought with a cent off their earnings!
Get this, If ur a mediocre person, living in a mediocre life and yet ur spending every cent of ur hard earned mediocre salary on designer goods, doesn't it make u look really really stupid?
Take sex and the city for instance, SJP or Carrie in the series, depicts one of the worst examples for women of today. In the series, she's just a columnist for a newspaper and yet she's buying 5oo$ shoes from Manolo Blahnik and Jimmy choo!
How does she afford all this?
Trust me that's a question even i cant answer! lol
But my point is! We all need to learn that there is some much more out there in terms of fashion!
Budget stores sell some of the most hippest outfits I've ever seen! and if u go to flee markets, there is a whole lot of stuff to choose from like, CLOTHES AND SHOES! and everything u need!
I mean once in a while its really alright to shop at designer boutiques but when u become a compulsive shopper, u tend to get yourself into a whole lot of dept and shite!
Who needs all these unnecessary problems when we have enough to cope with on as it is!
So i'm not judging anyone here at all! Coz i must say i love designer goods too! but i've learnt self control over the years and its helped me cope with my addiction! hahah
Live Life to The fullest!
Fashion plays a major part in everyone's life.
Everyone wants to be Hip! or Chique!
Versace, Louis Vuitton, Marc Jacobs, Fendi, Burberry, Dolce & Gabbana, Juicy Couture, Christian Dior, Miu Miu, Cavalli,Prada and all these designer brands!
Are out there, they're so out there and they burn holes in millions of pockets world wide!
I mean i love designer brands! Expensive clothes tend to make you feel good in a way! Its some how like buying an expensive car, I mean you know the car has like 10 airbags and its really safe so you feel really safe being in it! Its just the case when it comes to expensive clothes!
Its a must that everyone have at least some thing that cost more than RM 300 in their closet.
The thing is, is the planet becoming too accustomed to splurging on these designer goods?
Are the normal folk idolising hot celebs just a little too much?
fun fact= Whatever clothes that celebs wear on the red carpet; Its all given to them or rented to them! Nothings really bought with a cent off their earnings!
Get this, If ur a mediocre person, living in a mediocre life and yet ur spending every cent of ur hard earned mediocre salary on designer goods, doesn't it make u look really really stupid?
Take sex and the city for instance, SJP or Carrie in the series, depicts one of the worst examples for women of today. In the series, she's just a columnist for a newspaper and yet she's buying 5oo$ shoes from Manolo Blahnik and Jimmy choo!
How does she afford all this?
Trust me that's a question even i cant answer! lol
But my point is! We all need to learn that there is some much more out there in terms of fashion!
Budget stores sell some of the most hippest outfits I've ever seen! and if u go to flee markets, there is a whole lot of stuff to choose from like, CLOTHES AND SHOES! and everything u need!
I mean once in a while its really alright to shop at designer boutiques but when u become a compulsive shopper, u tend to get yourself into a whole lot of dept and shite!
Who needs all these unnecessary problems when we have enough to cope with on as it is!
So i'm not judging anyone here at all! Coz i must say i love designer goods too! but i've learnt self control over the years and its helped me cope with my addiction! hahah
Live Life to The fullest!
Poverty.
Whats Your view on poverty?
Hunger? Thirst? Deaths?
What defines poverty?
I seriously haven't got many points when it comes to poverty! For me poverty means really poor people who live in third world countries and beg for whatever bit of food they can get!
Many tv networks , air the current situaition thats going on in most third world countries.
Well actually to view, poverty doesn't only exist in third world countries, it exist EVERYWHERE!
I mean literally everywhere around the world there is an ounce of poverty. Its proven, So dont argue.
Ok lets take africa for instance, There are parts of africa that live in the riches! They have practically everything they need. and then there are parts of africa where they eat sand!
Now the fundamental question is.. How do we eradicate poverty?
Its not impossible. You see the world has literally enough resources to make sure everyone lives a healthy life, I mean it doesnt mean we have have to live a wealthy life. But what happens when we throw away wealth and just keep health?
We idolise people like Paris Hilton and Lindsay lohan, because they live a life of luxury!
If celebraties can afford to splurge on Material objects such as designer clothes and wards of cars, then why are there still people all over the world living in slum?
Lets not go as far as Africa! What about the Harlem in New York? That place is called the bronx for a reason; the people who live in the bronx live in extreme poverty too!
But how can this be ? Its NEW YORK, THE BIG APPLE! TIMES SQUARE! , You see it doesnt make sense does it!
The world doesnt make sense!
There are people starving all over the world and yet there are people who eat in sunset boulevard everyday.
Presidents all over the world make public appreances to raise money for the poor, not because they want too! Its because they have to! Thats the only way they get to earn more power! They sink into the hearts of many just by pretending!
And gosh, how we fall for all the hogwash these people do!
A concert is held in the name of Poverty/Aids and yet all you see is welldressed celebs singing out there!
Why not bring down kids from ehthiopia to perform! How do we know what they can do until they show it, or at least given the chance to show it!
Everybody has some talent, and you dont have to be rich to show it, right?
God, China and India are two countries that are over populated, They hord billions of citizens, Billions of people who are able to do something or other yet the countries look like dumpsites. There are only a few places in these countries that are beautiful and when i say beautiful i mean Breath-taking! So why not make the entire country breath taking? You have the man power to make a change!
Everyday Tens of thousands of CHILDREN die from various reason, Mainly AIDS, FLU's , STARVATION and the like , But most of these reasons can be avoided!
Instead of acting and singing and blowing millions of dollars buying clothes why dont celebs go to these countrys and help them out? Or is the social stigma too high?
You know what, I feel sick just thinking about this! Its an abomanation!
Anyway guys all im trying to say is lets all try and MAKE POVERTY HISTORY!!
"to be poor is to be deprived of those goods and services and pleasures which others around us take for granted."
Sex. its a major coarse innit?
How would you define sex?
The first thing that comes to your mind when the word sex is pronounced, Blowjobs, giving head, pleasure, frenching, fingering.
All these words come up when the subject Sex is brought up. Correct me if i'm wrong!
Anyway i've realized that over the years, sex has turned from a symbolic ritual, turned into an everyday event.
Now I have no objections, i think that sex is something that should be practiced as often as possible.
The fact is, sex, is not anymore something that people in relationships WAIT to do, these days sex is performed on the first date!
Alright i'm not going to beat around the bush. I'm gonna get to the point.
The question is, Is this high society we live in educated enough to have casual sex?
Men are qualified to be scoundrels when it comes to having sex! This is because to most men, sex doesn't mean dipshit! To most men, sex is just something they need. You know, pick up a girl at club, fuck her and leave the morning after, And let me tell you this men have no feelings what so ever after they've had a one night stand!
Alright , Now my question is, Can a woman have sex like a man?
Can a woman go out, have a one night stand with some random guy and leave in the morning without an ounce of feelings! You know just get out, go get a coffee and just forget about everything?
Well I think you can do that but at some point in the journey back to your place, you will start to think about it!
Now, most of us go out for a drink to whine and complain about our sexual lives, you know the basic stuff, Oh my god he's small, oh gosh he's so big, oh lord he wants to get in tru the back door! or for the men, Omg she doesnt give head or oh man, she uses her teeth(ouch) or screams too loud!
These are the basic discussions that either men or women have!
Women love faking orgasms! They just want to do it so that it seems normal!
I mean if ur man can't make u have an orgasm then dont have one at all, why fake an orgasm? Just to put a big smile on your man's face ?
Ok listen up people, sex is something thats so easy to get in the world these days. I have friends who go to clubs , get girls numbers and call them up just for sex. Now believe you me, these pricks have relationships!
Sometimes i wonder, Is it the mans fault all the time or are women just the same?
In this very OPEN age, All we live for is sex, Sex has become a NEED in our life! its no more a WANT!
So yeah that covers a little bit bout my thoughts on sex.
Ill keeep you blog freaks updated!
till then, Ciao
PRACTICE SAFE SEX!
The first thing that comes to your mind when the word sex is pronounced, Blowjobs, giving head, pleasure, frenching, fingering.
All these words come up when the subject Sex is brought up. Correct me if i'm wrong!
Anyway i've realized that over the years, sex has turned from a symbolic ritual, turned into an everyday event.
Now I have no objections, i think that sex is something that should be practiced as often as possible.
The fact is, sex, is not anymore something that people in relationships WAIT to do, these days sex is performed on the first date!
Alright i'm not going to beat around the bush. I'm gonna get to the point.
The question is, Is this high society we live in educated enough to have casual sex?
Men are qualified to be scoundrels when it comes to having sex! This is because to most men, sex doesn't mean dipshit! To most men, sex is just something they need. You know, pick up a girl at club, fuck her and leave the morning after, And let me tell you this men have no feelings what so ever after they've had a one night stand!
Alright , Now my question is, Can a woman have sex like a man?
Can a woman go out, have a one night stand with some random guy and leave in the morning without an ounce of feelings! You know just get out, go get a coffee and just forget about everything?
Well I think you can do that but at some point in the journey back to your place, you will start to think about it!
Now, most of us go out for a drink to whine and complain about our sexual lives, you know the basic stuff, Oh my god he's small, oh gosh he's so big, oh lord he wants to get in tru the back door! or for the men, Omg she doesnt give head or oh man, she uses her teeth(ouch) or screams too loud!
These are the basic discussions that either men or women have!
Women love faking orgasms! They just want to do it so that it seems normal!
I mean if ur man can't make u have an orgasm then dont have one at all, why fake an orgasm? Just to put a big smile on your man's face ?
Ok listen up people, sex is something thats so easy to get in the world these days. I have friends who go to clubs , get girls numbers and call them up just for sex. Now believe you me, these pricks have relationships!
Sometimes i wonder, Is it the mans fault all the time or are women just the same?
In this very OPEN age, All we live for is sex, Sex has become a NEED in our life! its no more a WANT!
So yeah that covers a little bit bout my thoughts on sex.
Ill keeep you blog freaks updated!
till then, Ciao
PRACTICE SAFE SEX!
Monday 6 October 2008
God, Is he just a fundamentalist?
Please read with an open mind.
Well most of the world react weirdly or awkwardly to the subject GOD. You see there are millions of faiths in this "blessed" world. The reason for wars, disasters and the like isn't because of god. Listen up, im not an atheist or whatever it is, I grew up pretty much catholic, you know with the overbearing aunts who preach approximately everytime they come to visit you, be it a birthday or christmas. They talk about how jesus will one day be the one who will send you to heaven or hell. The fact is, our country is a very multi-cultural-religionish country. We have many cultures and many many religions in this country. The main religions are Christianity, Islam, Hinduism, and Buddhism.
Now, Most of the children grow up talking about their religions and that makes a lot of us have very serious conversations over a cup of lovely tea at our downtown 'MAMAK"/ Some of us start having major arguments because we think we are "holy-er than thou"!
Tell me something,Or better yet agree with me on this, Christianity and Islam are Twins!
This is because we have very similar views, We believe that there will be an "End of Day " event.
Both religions have a holy book that contains hypothetically the same material and most of us are plain right fanatics!
I mean common , the muslims claim that all of mankind will one day convert to islam for the mere fact that "judgement day" approaches and the christians are exactly alike, they think the excact thing except in vice versa ofcoarse.
No, wars are going on in the world, all for what. The exeptance of ones religion?
Most countries dont allow their citizens to visit israel because is where judaism was born.
I mean common, god supposedly created mankind, and what do we do? We screw it up! thats what we do. We start hating each other and kiling each other and the like.
I mean common, Ive heard of extreme religious parties, killing people.
Why are we such Hypocrites?
Wake up my dear friends, Its ok to believe in god. I mean sometimes it really can be great to have someone to talk to in times of need but at the end of the day we all need to wake up and buck up. There is only ONE GOD. Understand it.
One god created this world not 10 gods. God is the one who is going to judge u when that day comes. Not ANY other god. He is not going to judge u based on what religion you are! He is going to judge u based on how much love you've spread accross the world, he is going to judge you based on how much good you've done! Thats it. If u respect the man/woman up there and you do good to everyone, you will be excepted into his good graces!
END OF STORY.
So listen up my Screwed up world. try doing good and you shall get what you deserve and none the less.
May you all broaden your minds and open your horizons because there is a lot more out there.
( This Article was meant for no one and is done with no prejudice)
Please read with an open mind.
Well most of the world react weirdly or awkwardly to the subject GOD. You see there are millions of faiths in this "blessed" world. The reason for wars, disasters and the like isn't because of god. Listen up, im not an atheist or whatever it is, I grew up pretty much catholic, you know with the overbearing aunts who preach approximately everytime they come to visit you, be it a birthday or christmas. They talk about how jesus will one day be the one who will send you to heaven or hell. The fact is, our country is a very multi-cultural-religionish country. We have many cultures and many many religions in this country. The main religions are Christianity, Islam, Hinduism, and Buddhism.
Now, Most of the children grow up talking about their religions and that makes a lot of us have very serious conversations over a cup of lovely tea at our downtown 'MAMAK"/ Some of us start having major arguments because we think we are "holy-er than thou"!
Tell me something,Or better yet agree with me on this, Christianity and Islam are Twins!
This is because we have very similar views, We believe that there will be an "End of Day " event.
Both religions have a holy book that contains hypothetically the same material and most of us are plain right fanatics!
I mean common , the muslims claim that all of mankind will one day convert to islam for the mere fact that "judgement day" approaches and the christians are exactly alike, they think the excact thing except in vice versa ofcoarse.
No, wars are going on in the world, all for what. The exeptance of ones religion?
Most countries dont allow their citizens to visit israel because is where judaism was born.
I mean common, god supposedly created mankind, and what do we do? We screw it up! thats what we do. We start hating each other and kiling each other and the like.
I mean common, Ive heard of extreme religious parties, killing people.
Why are we such Hypocrites?
Wake up my dear friends, Its ok to believe in god. I mean sometimes it really can be great to have someone to talk to in times of need but at the end of the day we all need to wake up and buck up. There is only ONE GOD. Understand it.
One god created this world not 10 gods. God is the one who is going to judge u when that day comes. Not ANY other god. He is not going to judge u based on what religion you are! He is going to judge u based on how much love you've spread accross the world, he is going to judge you based on how much good you've done! Thats it. If u respect the man/woman up there and you do good to everyone, you will be excepted into his good graces!
END OF STORY.
So listen up my Screwed up world. try doing good and you shall get what you deserve and none the less.
May you all broaden your minds and open your horizons because there is a lot more out there.
( This Article was meant for no one and is done with no prejudice)
Please read with an open mind.
Monday 16 June 2008
Love.
Love, Its the most complicating, Phenomenons that happen to people, I mean like to some people its "ahh im in love" (today) and the next day= its like ahh I hate that fucking guy or girl, she's like totally not my type! I just wasted my time and energy on that stupid ridiculous relationship! Gosh!Well thats whats happening in the world these days! Its just a fuckedup,loveless scenario! I mean I've Practically gave up on love, well almost anyway!
I was in an awesome relationship,I mean i was having a ball for two fucking years ,I mean Of course we had fights and shit, but we managed to mend those wounds and love each other even more! But then after 2 years the fights became worse and ahhh i gave up, brutality isn't my specialty, I mean we were both driving each other up the wall!!So we broke up, and it took us about 4 months to just become normal friends again! Gosh and to think we were best friends before and shared everything together and all became lost in a matter of 1 month! It wasn't worth it!! I miss everything we ever had!
but you know what i've freaking moved on!
And now i've managed to love my self even more!
And its much more sexier than a shitty relationship.
I mean i get to go out and splurge on myself not have to be guilty or worry about getting anything for my"otherhalf' I mean its just nice...
Well you know these days its not like you know, you get to know a girl because she's beautiful or because she has an awesome personality , you just get to know a girl because u want to simply Bang her, or shag her or fuck her to be more precise!
As for the girls, who are not to innocent them selves, they just want a guy who's loaded and good looking and drives a BMW or MERCEDES, or else its like take a hike hunny, you aint my type!?
or have you seen my face , and do you think your thin wallet can support it?
So my fundamental question is are you looking for LOVE$ or a SUGA FUCKING MAMA Or these days a SUGA DADDY?
I mean i get out alot,to posh clubs and the sort right and i see men in their freaking forties with girls who look like they haven't even got their period yet!
They just want a nice rich guy who'll probably get them posh clothes and the likes, as for the pedophiles, they just want a nice sweet,tight pussy to insert their wrinkled, Viagra-drugged weiners. I mean give me a break, your wives at home, amd because your rich they use all your money just so that they can please your pedophilia dreams? And yet its not like you appreciate all the botox and boob jobs and tummy tucks they've had because you go around shagging imature- not
experienced children!
Divorces and shit happen because people can't keep their pants up.
I mean you know its nice to have someone to be with that knows everything about you and loves you for who u are, not for what your worth!
So get a job and wake up people,we're in the 21st century and need to buck up, or true love will be lost forever! yoors sincerely, Jon
I was in an awesome relationship,I mean i was having a ball for two fucking years ,I mean Of course we had fights and shit, but we managed to mend those wounds and love each other even more! But then after 2 years the fights became worse and ahhh i gave up, brutality isn't my specialty, I mean we were both driving each other up the wall!!So we broke up, and it took us about 4 months to just become normal friends again! Gosh and to think we were best friends before and shared everything together and all became lost in a matter of 1 month! It wasn't worth it!! I miss everything we ever had!
but you know what i've freaking moved on!
And now i've managed to love my self even more!
And its much more sexier than a shitty relationship.
I mean i get to go out and splurge on myself not have to be guilty or worry about getting anything for my"otherhalf' I mean its just nice...
Well you know these days its not like you know, you get to know a girl because she's beautiful or because she has an awesome personality , you just get to know a girl because u want to simply Bang her, or shag her or fuck her to be more precise!
As for the girls, who are not to innocent them selves, they just want a guy who's loaded and good looking and drives a BMW or MERCEDES, or else its like take a hike hunny, you aint my type!?
or have you seen my face , and do you think your thin wallet can support it?
So my fundamental question is are you looking for LOVE$ or a SUGA FUCKING MAMA Or these days a SUGA DADDY?
I mean i get out alot,to posh clubs and the sort right and i see men in their freaking forties with girls who look like they haven't even got their period yet!
They just want a nice rich guy who'll probably get them posh clothes and the likes, as for the pedophiles, they just want a nice sweet,tight pussy to insert their wrinkled, Viagra-drugged weiners. I mean give me a break, your wives at home, amd because your rich they use all your money just so that they can please your pedophilia dreams? And yet its not like you appreciate all the botox and boob jobs and tummy tucks they've had because you go around shagging imature- not
experienced children!
Divorces and shit happen because people can't keep their pants up.
I mean you know its nice to have someone to be with that knows everything about you and loves you for who u are, not for what your worth!
So get a job and wake up people,we're in the 21st century and need to buck up, or true love will be lost forever! yoors sincerely, Jon
Thursday 12 June 2008
National Service.
Well as Most of you ponder on the fact that national service can be quite a bitch, well this is how I'm going to put it, you see 4 months ago I got the blessed letter saying I was going to be a recruit!
Some how I had already expected it based on the fact that i was rather playful during my years of being in Primary and High school.
So when i got the bloody letter saying that i was going, I nearly flipped. I had always dreaded the idea of national service based on the horror stories that I had heard from most of my friends and even strangers!
So i began visualizing the whole program in my head!
Unno the way the trainers look, the way the camp looks and how the food and toilets were going to be like!
Then came 18th march 2008, the day i had to report at the Bukit Jalil Staadion
I got there with my mum who was practically holding back her tears, then i got on the bus and was on my way to camp, the emotions i kept hidden in me were all kept hidden as i kept a big smile on my face the whole way.
Then we reached this place which supposedly was supposed to be an agro resort of some kind. Gosh at first i taught that the camp base was actually the resort, and frankly i was somewhat happy with that thought, but then they made us walk about 500 meters and there we all went into shock, because we finally saw the place were going to be living in for the next 3 months-odd.
The moment we got in the had a bag check which was conducted by the coaches or as they call them selves teachers.
Well i'm not going to go into full detail because that would take days!
So i'll break it down, starting with the Dorms and toilets
The Dorms which were reasonably sized, and managed to hold about 30 odd recruits were minimal when it came to facilities, each recruit has they're own locker and bed and pillow. All of which not in they're best of conditions!
So we managed to make friends with each other. I met a bunch of guys who somehow spoke a different kind of Malay, It was almost as if they spoke Indonesian. And then when i got into a conversation i realised that they were from the state of Terengganu.Oh wait I'm going into a different subject of (reverse). Toilets! Oh gosh the toilets were dreadful!
All the toilets were squat toilets and me being a city boy who has never taken a dump in a squat toilet had to TRY!
Other than the squat toilets the rest of it was not bad, a few showers and a huge pool like thing of water for us to bath outside together.
Ok next chapter the Friends i made.
Firstly i wouldn't count these guys as ordinary friends because at the end of the program we were like a family~!
I literally met one guy on camp that spoke fluent English, the rest spoke a mix or pure Malay!
I had friends from Terengganu, Johor, Pahang and Kuala Lumpur.
The Terengganu guys were most friendly, based on the mere fact that most of them grew up in rural villages and on plantations!
Ok now I will elaborate on the quality of food. To me the food was maybe on the scale of good food a 4, But u must understand people, these cooks have to feed 300 hungry people, You should try cooking for 300 people and taste it, it will taste like shite!
Yet we all ate for the sake of not vanishing or becoming anorexic, plus we needed the extra energy for the amount of activities we have lined up everyday!!
This is basically our everyday routine,
Wake up by 5.30am(if ur muslim) and 6 if your not.
take your shower in literally freezing water,which literally makes u feel fresh the whole day. Then we go out for our Morning exercises and at 7.30am come back for breakfast. 8.30am we line up and head to class, and at 12.30pm we finish and come back for lunch followed by a short rest, at 2.30pm we line up again and head out for march practice or obstacle coarse practice or something like that. All of which are in the sun!
Then, We end at 4.30pm,We have tea and 5.30pm we head out for sports!
At 6.30pm we have dinner and from after dinner till 9.pm we rest our bones and at 9pm we head out to count our strength and if we don't have any activities we head back to our dorm and sleep or chill and hang out or just laze!
So thats the usual routine, but then we also have Obstacle comps and marchpast comps and kayak comps and volleyball comps and many more!
Plus we have character building classes and Nationalism classes , during these class durations we have loads of competitions and stuff, this really gets our competitive sides on and releases the sense of leadership in all of us!
The medical system isn't that amazing! I mean i would suggest, go to a pharmacy and get some basic medication! just to be sure!
At the end of the day, people who go for this program will learn alot
Through my experience, I got to meet all these people from all walks of LIFE. Understand different cultures and religions, and most importantly become more independent although i already am. The fact is I really enjoyed the whole experience, Malaysians need to start getting more positive and become more open to this program.I know that there have been mishaps but somehow if ur child isn't totally spoilt they would have a ball! So stop molly coddling ur children and teach them valuable stuff coz i met some people that didn't even wash they're clothes due to the fact that they didn't know how to. Well i will end this by saying the National service is a wonderful program and if the people in charge of this program could upgrade it abit then it would be even better!
SO FOR NOW Ciao,Dag, and Au revoir.
Jon
Some how I had already expected it based on the fact that i was rather playful during my years of being in Primary and High school.
So when i got the bloody letter saying that i was going, I nearly flipped. I had always dreaded the idea of national service based on the horror stories that I had heard from most of my friends and even strangers!
So i began visualizing the whole program in my head!
Unno the way the trainers look, the way the camp looks and how the food and toilets were going to be like!
Then came 18th march 2008, the day i had to report at the Bukit Jalil Staadion
I got there with my mum who was practically holding back her tears, then i got on the bus and was on my way to camp, the emotions i kept hidden in me were all kept hidden as i kept a big smile on my face the whole way.
Then we reached this place which supposedly was supposed to be an agro resort of some kind. Gosh at first i taught that the camp base was actually the resort, and frankly i was somewhat happy with that thought, but then they made us walk about 500 meters and there we all went into shock, because we finally saw the place were going to be living in for the next 3 months-odd.
The moment we got in the had a bag check which was conducted by the coaches or as they call them selves teachers.
Well i'm not going to go into full detail because that would take days!
So i'll break it down, starting with the Dorms and toilets
The Dorms which were reasonably sized, and managed to hold about 30 odd recruits were minimal when it came to facilities, each recruit has they're own locker and bed and pillow. All of which not in they're best of conditions!
So we managed to make friends with each other. I met a bunch of guys who somehow spoke a different kind of Malay, It was almost as if they spoke Indonesian. And then when i got into a conversation i realised that they were from the state of Terengganu.Oh wait I'm going into a different subject of (reverse). Toilets! Oh gosh the toilets were dreadful!
All the toilets were squat toilets and me being a city boy who has never taken a dump in a squat toilet had to TRY!
Other than the squat toilets the rest of it was not bad, a few showers and a huge pool like thing of water for us to bath outside together.
Ok next chapter the Friends i made.
Firstly i wouldn't count these guys as ordinary friends because at the end of the program we were like a family~!
I literally met one guy on camp that spoke fluent English, the rest spoke a mix or pure Malay!
I had friends from Terengganu, Johor, Pahang and Kuala Lumpur.
The Terengganu guys were most friendly, based on the mere fact that most of them grew up in rural villages and on plantations!
Ok now I will elaborate on the quality of food. To me the food was maybe on the scale of good food a 4, But u must understand people, these cooks have to feed 300 hungry people, You should try cooking for 300 people and taste it, it will taste like shite!
Yet we all ate for the sake of not vanishing or becoming anorexic, plus we needed the extra energy for the amount of activities we have lined up everyday!!
This is basically our everyday routine,
Wake up by 5.30am(if ur muslim) and 6 if your not.
take your shower in literally freezing water,which literally makes u feel fresh the whole day. Then we go out for our Morning exercises and at 7.30am come back for breakfast. 8.30am we line up and head to class, and at 12.30pm we finish and come back for lunch followed by a short rest, at 2.30pm we line up again and head out for march practice or obstacle coarse practice or something like that. All of which are in the sun!
Then, We end at 4.30pm,We have tea and 5.30pm we head out for sports!
At 6.30pm we have dinner and from after dinner till 9.pm we rest our bones and at 9pm we head out to count our strength and if we don't have any activities we head back to our dorm and sleep or chill and hang out or just laze!
So thats the usual routine, but then we also have Obstacle comps and marchpast comps and kayak comps and volleyball comps and many more!
Plus we have character building classes and Nationalism classes , during these class durations we have loads of competitions and stuff, this really gets our competitive sides on and releases the sense of leadership in all of us!
The medical system isn't that amazing! I mean i would suggest, go to a pharmacy and get some basic medication! just to be sure!
At the end of the day, people who go for this program will learn alot
Through my experience, I got to meet all these people from all walks of LIFE. Understand different cultures and religions, and most importantly become more independent although i already am. The fact is I really enjoyed the whole experience, Malaysians need to start getting more positive and become more open to this program.I know that there have been mishaps but somehow if ur child isn't totally spoilt they would have a ball! So stop molly coddling ur children and teach them valuable stuff coz i met some people that didn't even wash they're clothes due to the fact that they didn't know how to. Well i will end this by saying the National service is a wonderful program and if the people in charge of this program could upgrade it abit then it would be even better!
SO FOR NOW Ciao,Dag, and Au revoir.
Jon
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